I need a Pensieve…

Any Harry Potter readers out there?

I have sooooo many thoughts, ideas, plans running around in my head right now, it would be very nice to be able to extract a few and put them in a bowl to save for later. 🙂

A quick glance at what’s on my mind:

*  Brady’s first birthday.  Probably first on my mind.  He will be one on Saturday, and I am having a hard time with it.  I do feel a little better knowing that others struggle with their last baby turning one.  Honestly, I NEVER expected this.  I mean, I can look back at the scrapbooks for the first two kids and think, “ohhh, they were so cute/sweet/cuddly/whatever” without any sense of wanting to go back.  With Brady, I want to grab hold to every minute and not let go.  It is literally a feeling that makes my stomach tighten up.

In addition to the actual event, I have his party on my brain.  Anyone who really knows me knows that party planning tends to consume me.  🙂

*  Yesterday was the 14th anniversary of the death of my biological father.  I did not know him well, but in recent years have been getting to know some of my family on that side.  I can’t look back and say I wish I had done things differently (with getting to know him), because I never really had a chance… but that’s a different story.

He died when he was 47.  His heart just stopped.  No cause was ever found…  needless to say, this strikes a tiny bit of fear in this mama’s heart.

*  Exercise & weight loss.  My tummy pooch is just downright annoying.  I want it gone like, yesterday.  I am working out, and watching how much I eat, and yet, the extra skin from 3 good-sized babies just doesn’t want to shrink. *sigh*

*  My family

* Matt’s work (cr-ay-zy right now…)

* filling out private school application

*  my mother telling me she’s coming for a visit in July

* and on

and on

and on…

So, a Pensieve would be nice.  🙂

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